man....i always thot that sundays was family time or time to take a break...but my usual sundays are damn tiring...even more tiring than usual skool days...this is how it usually goes....morning, religious class....supposed to be 1/2 hr but sumtyms drag till 1hr ++....then got 1 hr break...go home...then 1hr break..then swimming lessons at bedok swimming complex...today was more tiring than eva...but it was all for my benifit...or so the instructor saed....had to swim 40 laps freestyle...then 6 laps butterfly...then sprinting butterfly 25m....stoopid lor....i actually felt every muscle aching....u juz feel like crap man...its like u're gonna die soon...it was that bad...but then again, if i dun do it properly, i wld'nt be able to do well for the upcumin biathlon...i want it bad...i wanna make tk proud...lyk as if they wld acknowledge me...anyways...i muz beat afiq again....the laz tym i beat him by 45 sec...pathetic...but it was sumthing for a gerl...i remembered asking him which cert he has gotten for swimming...he sounded proud to say that he got bronze ready...not knowing that i've been swimming for 5 yrs....sorry lah bro...i got gold ready....u gotta work hard for biathlon man....anyways...that is how my sundays go...oh yah....i got swimming test on the ferst week of skool hols in march...5km...thank god for band, i dun think i'm taking....but my dad is forcing me.....let me repeat that..FORCING...who the hell does he think he is????walau....make me feel so useless....i feel that i'm expected to make him proud...but he does not even make me proud...i sumtyms feel ashamed to be his daughter...well...tts wad lyf is about ryte???torture...parents who make themselves seem lyk thet're the bez in the werld when they do nuthing...oklah...dun toj bout this anymore....worsen my mood only...anyway...5 day work week does not make an impact in my life...it is still the same tiring 7 day week...well....b4 i start on the cursing...betta stop here...tmr common test wish me luck...and gud luck to tok abah for his heart bypass surgery tmr...luv ya...