Wednesday, December 28, 2005 9:43 AM
heyhey..


its been like more than 2 weeks since i last updated..all cos my internet went bonkers and din allow me to sign in to this site.everything else was okae...

i guess the past 2 months of my life really depicts wads gonna happen for the rest of my life..which is basically rejection.from love.nvr will i find a suitable one.

well.imagine this.twice in 2 months.how pathetic is that?so tt adds to my record of failing 4 times.and i juz wanna sae sumthing to that sumone who i noe will not be bothered to read this but i juz wanna let my feelings out.well...here goes.

u really are pathetic.why do u want to take revenge cos of sumone else on me?and what crap u did.using dunno wad sex crap to make me not like u.breaking of the bond we already had cos of one stupid confession.and u insisted tt i confessed.then when u hrd the answer, there u go making my life miserable.u nvr knew how much i cared did u?and probably all this time while calling me 'sis' u were really trying to use me din u?i din like u at first.i gave u a chance to open up.now i noe why all those girls got grossed out by u.u disgusting SOB...

well actualy tts not all.i'm juz trying to contain my anger.i dun wanna humiliate tt person.

niwaes ytd was quite okae lah.met sod under my block at 10.45.passed her the tix for the concert.then met ira and went to loyang wif her.wanted to give her her bdae present, but she saed she'd rather wait.haha..then took my instrument.with case.brought it down.then gave khairul and michelle the candy cane i bought.then we boarded the bus to vch.our bus was moving totally slow.sat with hanny.hhaha.funny thing.she kept switching seats.beside me and beside fadhilah.haiz..pri skul kids.then reached vch.brought the instruments up to the holding area.set up.then get settled on the stage.warm up.tune.then did rehearsal on all the pieces.the emcees were ms amy tan(ooh.such a gorgeous teacher!) and these two lil kids.haha.so this was how the concert went.

7 pm the GOH came.played the apassionatta fanfare which mr kelvin composed himself.then certificates were given out for graduating pri 6s.

then we started off with aladdin.nice song.haha.i love the eupho part.it was sooo...arabian.haha.the guys had to wear turbans and the girls wear this necklace thingy on the forehead.hahait was nice lah.

then beauty and the beast.during khairul's eupho solo, this pri 2 girl who played belle was on stage.then regis tia, a pri 2 boy walked out with the mask of a beast.then he tried to give her a flower.then she finally accepted.they danced.awwww.how sweet these kids..then came the song "TRANSFORMATION". the part where the beast turns into a handsome prince.so regis took off the mask.and everyone screamed.haha..the reason?..he was such a handsome young boy.haha.like seriously.

thn it was the perc ensemble under the sea.behind the whole band, there was this blue cloth swaying-swaying.haha.it was supposed to be the sea.then the pri 2 kids had these giant fishies on sticks.and they let the fishies swim.hahah.during the ensemble, the rest of the band put on this head band and a paper feather for the next song.

and obviously it was pocahantas.colours of the wind to be exact.the band's pocahntas then danced in front.awww...pri 1 and 2 kids are juz so adorable.haha.and liyana's solo was wonderful i must sae.

then it was when u wish upon a star from pinocchio.then it was sumwhere out there.these 3 lil kiddies sang.aww.it was out of tune but cute.haha.then it was selections from mary poppins.there was supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.haha.juz love tt part as well as chim chim cher-ree.i liked the eupho part.like duh.haha.

intermission.went down.met my parents.tehn met sod, lin and zhaf.thanx guys for the pink rose.haha.so sweet.though i asked sod to buy it for me.and nizam gundoo was trying to look for sod when there she was with me.haha.then saw fiza and erfi.haha.aunty ijah and uncle erpi..hahah.inside joke.they gave me a fake yellow rose.haha.and the story behind it?too embarassing for them.nvm.hahah..then went back on stage.

second half started with the choice piece for next yr's syf for pri scool band.it was ascentium.eupho played the rythmic part.it was my fav song of the whole repertoire.the slow passage was sweet.then ended off with the same part as the beginning.it was simply beautiful.

then it was music from les miserables..the begining and end was really nice.haha.of course lah.eupho part wad.haha.

then it was over the rainbow.ms amy tan sang.awww.such a sweet voice.haha.then sum of the band members had to do this raibow thingy.they had this transparent plastic thingies with different colours and had to sway them..i din haf to do it.hah.good.i get to play the song.

then medley from the phantom of the opera.and cutie boy Regis played the phantom guy.haha..aww..and the beginning this boy sang.music of the night.then this other boy screamed from backstage.hahah.

then it was i know him so wel from the musical chess.nice song.loved the melody.then it was selections from the sound of music.then the lil kiddies dance to do-re-mi..u noe tt song.*doe a dear, a female dear.ray a drop of golden sun...*so cute..

then encore piece was feliz navidad.tt christmas song me, fiza and hui sian hrd while photocopying scores.hahah.at katong s.c.

then finished everythign.cleared up.brought the instruments down.nizam kept askign if i needed help bringing my insrtument down.i'm not weak,i can bring it down myself thank you.then gave celestine, wan wei, mong tieng and malique their candy canes.then went back to loyang.went home.ira slept at my house.ate nuggets and chicken while watching the concert video til midnight.haha.

well.thats it.adios pple.

; THE NEW CANCER
Astrid Utami Ja'afarino
aka. ass/trid/grandma
19/09/1990
TPJCian

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