first and foremost i wld like to say

HaPpY bDaE rIfAt!!!
u may be a sneaky lil pest who gets on my nerves.who slaps me as and when u feel like it.who pulled my hair and body-slammed me when we were kids.who cared bout me in the middle of the night.checking if i was cold or not.who makes me damn pissed.who makes me scream.and also the only one who makes my life complete.i juz wanna sae happy burfday u rodent!

i noe i haf not been blogging for a long time now.some of u may noe.today wasnt only rifat's bday.it has also been 1 yr since my late grandpa passed away.on my bro's bade last yr.it was a bittersweet day today.celebrated wif cake and all.and at night prayed for dear old grandpa.gosh i miss him sooooo much.

i had a dream lat nite.bout my grandpa.we were praying for him.but when we turned around, he was standing there still healthy.and he saed it wast his time to go yet.and everyone was crying.i guess i was crying in my sleep cos i woke up with a wet pillow underneath me.silly?maybe.but i really do miss him.

to eyang amron, i hope u are well wherever u are in heaven.