started off the day revising bio on the train ride to school.when i reached school, it wasnt too good.i read a letter from a friend of mine.he has decided to run away from home, not attend school and eventually kill himself.now tt explains why he didnt reply my msgs.nobody noes where he is.and i am really worried.he got up onto the parapet once, with tears streaming down and all, but a friend managed to pull him back in.i'm really worried for u!the last thing i want is to have the police knocking on my door, and telling me to identify ur body.u may think that ur problems will be solved after u kill urself, but it juz causes more problems for ur loved ones.u wld make them miserable, and upset.we really care.so, why dun u juz come back home and start going back to school?u do not haf to thank me for helping u with chemistry.it was out of my will.i want you to do well.i know u want to get into TP really badly and do design.so why not pursue tt instead of ending ur life?you even did extremely well for ur 'o' levels.c'mon, if ur reading this, i juz wanna let u know tt i care and i want you to come back home.i did cry after reading your letter, cause i'm just worried sick.i justs spent last saturday with you, and now this.do not do this to your parents.it is bad enough we all are not even sure if ur still alive or not.PLS COME BACK!

haiz.the rest of the day went on ok.had to pretend tt the letter didnt affect me.so tt i cld get on with the day.had geog elect.BORING.then e math test on graphical solutions.BORING.then bio.ms ang came in and there was no sign of papers anywhere!we actually studied for the test and she conviniently forgot?!?!ok, juz for the sake of it, i shall type out the definitions that i memorised.allele : Alleles are alternative forms of a gene which occupy the same relative position on a pair of homologous chromosomes.mutation : Mutation is the sudden or spontaneous change in gene structure or chromosome, or even chromosome number, which may be inherited.
see.i studied.well, that was the toughest part of the topic.sheesh, i hate definitions.then recess was ok.e math again.it went by quite fast.then malay was used to announce the results for the 'o' level june paper.i got a B3.i was quite happy cos i was expecting a C.it was quite a tough paper ok.but MOMster had to spoil it all by saying flatly "I EXPECTED AN A"..well, hello!dun blame me for being indian and not able to speak malay well!not my fault that we always speak english at home.

went to study with fatin, shermaine, emilla, divya.went to BK at PP.after 1 hr of studying, taufiq called.we spoke for bout 1 hr 15 mins.haha.but he sayed some really nice things which helped make my day.awwww...and dun worry iqa, he didnt like me.well, he doesnt really know.the only girl in his heart is you ok?dun worry.and ppl ppl!!stop thinking tt i'm with afiq ok?we're just very close friends.almost like siblings.just like how i am with taufiq.both our [ mine and afiq's] crushes think tt we are together.to afiq's crush, do not get jealous.there is nuthing wrong with liking these guys, but because we are so close, it has nvr crossed my mind to like them romantically.so girls who like them, go crazy.u can haf them.

well now, re-doing chem prelim pract 1.i lost my wksheet so hafta re-do.sheesh.and then mark, then meet mrs chee tmr to go through.haiz.and i still have bio essay to do!aiyaiyai.