Panic!
Thursday, October 26, 2006 4:01 PM
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behind this cute-sey, handsome-ey face is a great mind.writing songs non-stop.the way he thinks is just amazing!sorry fatin, but i think his mind works a teeny-weeny bit better than pete wentz's.but i still love pete as well (errr...i mean his songs!god!dun kill me!)

I want to be a lion, everybody wants to pass as cats.yea we all want to be big big stars,but then we have second thoughts about that.I don't always deal with things the best way, and in order to try and slow my life down I disappear every now and then.so believe in me, because i don't believe in anything.when everybody loves you, you can never be lonely.sometimes, sometimes it's not that easy.I have this pocket watch, and I spin the hands around and around just to pretend I have control of things. a month away. we can play normal for a few days.starcrossedlovers.

The moon bred new Atlantic life tonight.the salt burned you right out of my eyes.and secrets we're not proud of were taken with the tide. We were all newborns with blurred vision and no sense of direction.Today I saw cancer, cigarettes and shortness of breath.this is why I walk to the ocean.swim with sharks and jellyfish.I may never get this chance again.this is why if you want to kiss you should kiss.If you want to cry you should cry, and if you want to live you should live.You don't have to love me. You already did. At least enough to keep me smiling from South Carolina to Virginia.it's for lovers (orjustfriends)This is why I do it.

oh ryan, please know that we all love you (maybe me more than others, but that's not the point)!

here is a video i found.really nice!especially for fatin, if you happen to read this, at least you get to see this video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqSXwNgmwhc

somehow, when brendon urie and dan reynolds sang it, we forgive the song for being a britney song!it even got thumbs up from my biggest music critique - ONG ZHIYI!so enjoy ppl.

; THE NEW CANCER
Astrid Utami Ja'afarino
aka. ass/trid/grandma
19/09/1990
TPJCian

; WANTS
[ ] new books to read
[X] P!ATD cd/dvd hamper
[X] MCR Black Parade Limited Edition
[X] Louder Now : Part One (Taking Back Sunday) DVD
[X] Berth (The Used) DVD
[ ] Release The Bats (Fall Out Boy; Clandestine Ind.) DVD
[ ] Clandestine Belt, Hoodie, Tops
[X] Fall Out Boy Concert Tickets
[ ] Meet FOB members

; INTERMISSION