well, these past 2 weeks has been a rollercoaster.i've been stuck in a sticky situation, which i wasnt even involved in in the first place.but lets recall the fun parts first..

the past 2 days we had truncated lessons, 1 hr 25 mins per lesson, 3 lessons a day.25 min break in between each lesson.so far so good.akhil hasnt been coming the past two days.according to zhao shan, he suffered from PRATA-gitis.lame lah!

and a typical maths auditorium lesson for 4E.
us - *points to mrs tan pui ling*MRS TAN! *points to other mrs tan*MRS TAN! UR EVIL TWIN!

mrs tpl - shhhh.4E!do your work!

us - mrs tan!is she ur twin?she really looks like you.look, the way she dresses, her hairstyle, the way she walks.she even has ur surname!

mrs tpl - shhhh!everyone looks like me!do ur work!

us - mrs tan *laughs* ur evil twin.oh no wait, ur the evil one!

i love you 4E!i can never fall asleep during audi lessons.oh yes, and another typical moment.

me - what are you doing?

zhao - *cutting a woman's face from the temasek poly booklet* My crush lah!

me - wth?!

haha.i am sooo gonna miss you guys!

just now after school, saw roszy, nasyitah and farizuan(spelling?) in the canteen.asked roszy sumthing and then..

f - are you rifat's sister?

me - yes

f - ur name is astrid issit?

me - yes?why?

f - you have a weird name.

me - i shall take it as a compliment.thank you.*walk away*

he was so cute lah.adorable i meant.

now to the bad part.
the sticky situation - a feud n ex-lovers
and somehow i was caught in it.i know at least one of you is reading this.all i wanna say is that it was really exhausting for me too!as much as the two of you wanna end it, so do i!its not fun, i dun get to enjoy my social life as much as before.constantly thinking bout how to help you guys.i dunno who to believe anymore.i wanna get out of it, but i cant.i'll feel like i betrayed the both of you.i cant stand the late nights.i too wanna sleep.i too have school.and I DO CARE BOUT MY O'S...not that you both are not.but i wanna study.i want this to end.PLEASE?can it just stop.i sayang you both a lot.as my frens.but enough is enough.please.i need a break.i wish you guys luck for the future.

screamo metal is so soothing at a time like this.so much hatred/anger.its as though the singers read my mind.gosh.i hardly listen to rock/metal but the past few weeks have been an exception, thanx to lukas winning rockstar and of course! zhiyi for introducing all sorts of songs to me!my one and only music buddy!yay!screamo rocks.bullet for my valentine rocks.and of course PANIC! AT THE DISCO.how can they not rock lah!brendon and ryan darling! =D

i feel much better.lately, only i can calm myself down/cheer me up.cos only i know wad goes on in my life.sucks.i wanna share them with my closests frens.but i dun want them to worry or get involved.hope you guys understand.

p/s: thanx to my babes - fatin/shermaine/dora/emilla - for making the time we spend together fun to help take my mind off things.love ya!